Since my spring break is being back at home, I'm taking this opertunity to relax and get back into drawing things that makes me happy, without the fear of being graded. Being at home, I'm the boss and I feel more confident when I'm in a familiar setting. This is my observation on how I am when I'm back home, and when I feel like drawing for myself and not have try and impress anyone.
But while I am home, I like to watch TV to help take my mind off things, but lately I have been finding more and more disturbing things on the news and it all leads to Charlie Sheen. My mom and I like watching his show Two and a Half Men, he's a charming man, funny and he really made the show to how popular it has been over the years. But after seeing more and more of his video rants on the news and watching videos of him drinking tigers blood and waving a machete in the air, I gets feelings of fear and worry. It's just terrible seeing him go further and further to a danger zone in his life (if he keeps up with whatever you call his behavior). But the one thing that really scares me every time I see it, is when in one of his videos, he looks like a complete mess. He's drunk, smoking, yelling and making no sense when he speaks. And the look in his eyes just tells it all to me,they say that he is (forgive my language) very pissed off and doesn't give a damn about anyone or even himself anymore. From my observations of watching video after video and hearing the reports about him, I fear that it's only going to get very worst for him, and the media isn't helping. He's very full of himself when he talks and I don't see him going to commit suicide, but what I do see happening if someone does't rush in to help him soon. He will continue to drink alcohol and smoke, and he'll die for the over-drinking and damaging his body with smoking.
What I finding interesting as to how we look at celebrities, is that we admire them and think that they are such good people. Fans will do anything to get a picture with them and to get them to sign something for them. And we fall in love with those actors and actresses. Even little kids will look up to them as role models or inspiration (like to become a actor or actress). But when we see the harsh truth of the celebrity's life and how hard it is to watch those same actors and actresses that we come to love. We sometimes have to turn away for them because they are slowing becoming monsters in their actions. What was once love and joy that filled our TV screen has now turned to total fear. I just hope that someone does the right thing and goes and get's Sheen the help he needs badly, and to make sure that Sheen's kids are safe from the media and I hope they never see these video's of their dad.
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